Thursday, June 26, 2003
hey ppls i havent writen in this for the longest time! well i did all of my exams and got my report card i passed! im so happy! ive gone to so many pool partys and all of that like theirs 1 planned for every day its sorta gettin annoyin nick left and missed all the fun oh ya im still goin out wit nick but right now i could fuckin kill him! dario left today and i miss him so much im happy that i got to c him yesterday tho hes like one of my best friends him and his girl broke up i feel bad and her reason i found was bull shit she said she doesnt have the same feelings as him and its only been a fuckin 2 weeks and they never c eachother cus she never can do anythin i was susposed to go to laronde today but my fuckin mom isbein a fuckin bitch and nick is bein a fuckin asshole i seriously could go insane bout now i could have gotten together wit dev today but i dont think so he might get together with his friends and i can leave fran a lone today but i just wanted to get together wit dev but oh well oh ya and shane wants to become friends which for me i dont wanna all i want to do is beat him to death right now prob will never talk to him again he called me up and started to say bull like im never gonna c u ppls from riv again and so this is bye forever and then he said fuck riv fuck every1 their im never gonna talk to dario or kevin again and then he trys to take it all back i dont think so every1 else can forgive him but im not hes an ass and always will b he can say w/e he wants to try and make it better but it ownt work same wit nick actually i might break up wit him im not sure i do still like him a lot but hes a fuckin asshole and i cant take this crap again w/e im gonna go now ill try and write more from now on bye
Monday, June 02, 2003
i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired!!!!! i almost fell asleep. ya friday i went to nicks house wit fran jen kevin and steven. we had some fun! lols but i can't say -_-" oh well ya then sat me and fran went back to nicks cus the guys wanted us to go back. we hung out talked and shit like dat after when fran had to go home i went to my aunts and helped wit their front yard they put new grass and bricks then we had supper. we had big nice juicy hamburgers wit italian sausages and some teriaki chiken! sooo yummy! keen called me later cus we made plans to do something but he was still at nicks and they were getting annoyed of each other and they wanted me to go so i did, they made the cookies without me! grrrrr! on sunday omg! i did homework ive never did so much in one day make that a year lols i hardly got any sleep last night i stayed up to watch my shows i usually tape but i couldnt fall asleep. i went into my pool today to clean it omg! it was sooooooo cold! it woke me up lols and my toes turned purple when i got out lols it was so cool! dario just said that im licky lols well i should go bub byes
Tuesday, May 27, 2003
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can u tell that im so bord right now?
im gettin all stressed out like i usually do bout this time im goin so fuckin mad like my best guy friend is gettin on my nerves which i thought was not possible. its also my grandmas bday today but im goin crazy cus sat i was susposed to go to shanes house but i might have to go to my grandmas ya i love my grandma im a familly person and i would do anything for them but everytime i really want to do somethin i have to go c familly and i dont want to this sat i want to go to shanes i always have to go when i really want to do sometin fuck life I can't hold this smile. I can't hide this pain. I'm in search of a second opinion a way to escape this situation
Monday, May 19, 2003
huuuuuuiiiii!!!!!! lols ya im downloading hot in herre by tiga its so funny!!!!!! ya anyways im so tired dah lols ya i sleeped over at frans house ya we had fun lols paintin rearangin lools fun ya ummm i think that nick likes one of my friends but ppls r sayin that it aint true-_-" i dont know wat to do! ahhh guys r so complicated oh well i guess ya dario dont tell nick that i wrote this k? thx ya well iono anymore its wierd. me and fran gave in our aplications for the guzzo job but im scared i wont get the job i really wanna and all but iono if i will! ya kris i got the application form for u call me anytime or come over and pick it up! i wont mind. life is so messed up. ya i just found out that im allergic to sunblock-_-" oh well ya sooo... i miss david i talk to shawn all the time now but not david *tears* ya i emailed andrea today i was susposed to like 2 weeks ago i feel so bad. she went to some place i sorta forgot wats it called oh well ya i should b doin my english i really dont wanna fuck i hate school im so stressed out now ya i should go bye byes
Sunday, May 18, 2003
ya we went to c matrix!!!! it was so good! ya and cat sorry i totally forgot that u were @ chinese school im sorry but iull c it again wit u!! ya i should go now ill try and write some more later
Saturday, May 10, 2003
lols ya im all good wit cat and kris now hopefully it will stay like dis. omg FINALLY nick kissed me it took forever but it also could be that MATT was stalkin us and so was george and i was so close to killin them oh well then after we kissed all u hear was matt sayin "yay go nick....." i was like ahhhhhhhhhhhh and nick wanted me to show him sometin so i did and matt and hes like did u just do wat i thought u did and then their comes george like "wat happend aw man i missed it" ahhhh ppls can b so annoyin! ya and my mom is lettin me go to frans cottage this weekend fuck i have to go soon i have to make her mom a mothers day card damitt oh well and ahhhhhhhhh I GOT MORE BUBBLES!!!!!!!!! BUBBLES!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh lols ya my bro just scared the fuckin shit out of me!!! im talkin to shawn and dario now. ya fran cat and kris y did we totally stop talkin to them they were practacally part of our group some of them were our guys. it wasnt fair to them that since me and shawn broke up the whole friendship between us and them had been torn apart i miss them so much im talkin to asmus more and shawn too but i wanna still b the friends like we used to b. oh ya cat i still got that book u gave me lols im gonna try and get toghether wit them more often ill call david 2 a week hopefull. ya anyways i had a rasberrie moose cake it was soooo good! ya i better go now i love u all bye bye bye bye
oh ya wait i got emails from andrea, andrea is my friend who had moved to japan to live wit her bf and she told me that the shoppin their is really good and that she might try and find me sometin from their her classes start next week and all that stuff well g2g byes
Tuesday, May 06, 2003
FUCK U CAT AND KRIS U FUCKIN LIED TO US do u know how much fuckin shit we had done for u? i guess not the least u could have done was tell us the truth or should have just told us bout it insteadf of makin us find out on our own im fed up weve canceled our plans tio get together with u i had some fuckin important plans to go to but i decided not to but now i dont give i dont care anymore atleast i still got 2 good friends still, w/e
ya well nick is actin all awkard and its like ahhhhh!!! but oh well i guess hahahaha i heard that nick wouldnt kiss me till he thought it was the right moment but it doesnt sound like nick one bit so i dont know if i should believe it but also he told me one of his majior secrets so i guess ill believe him.
ya jeff thanks for talkin to me today u helped a lot! brad thanks for not telling anyone and fran same to u! i love u all g2g byes
